November 27th, 2009

not thinking

I've sorted out my feelings after this week of very busy days. I pretty lucky that this week is really busy that I dont have th time or any more spare effort to think of anything that will disrupt my current life. I'd realised not thinking of things make me feel alot better.

Not thinking of th mess I've created, Not thinking of the knots lying dead in my heart. Not thinking if everyone around me really like me, Not thinking of the lousy groupings I've got.

Hmmm, Sorry, my group is not lousy, just that th composition makes it less effective. But Im surprised I dont feel anything. I guess I cant. As in one of the group my two really great friends are with me, I cant feel bad just because of the other two that I dont like to work with. If i do,  my two great friends will probably feel worse.

For th other group, I dont really feel anything. I just believe that any group will do. Even if they make up with people that I really cant work it. But it's okays for now. As, I needa learn to deal with them, and deal with everyone I meet. 

In the scholar speech, there is one thing beside about the class that comes truely from my heart, I will give my very best to uphold th reputation of Singapore Poly, and my course.

Therefore I cannot do anything that ruined this, again. Even Im very low in Emotional Stability, I must control it. If I dont, I will never go far in life in th future.

Currently listening to: Merrry Christmas Mr Lawrence
Currently feeling: determined
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November 6th, 2009

regret, no.

She told me not to regret.

Im firm with my decisions. Becos I know any mistakes that I make accidentally tonight will cause him more hurt and more pain. I miss you.

Currently feeling: drunk
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November 1st, 2009

还是会寂寞

我要向前走
走到我觉得不寂寞

一个人也没关系

从过去到未来
要怎样让你明白?

Currently feeling: indescribable
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September 22nd, 2009

emotional

Im getting a lil too emotional this few days. Hmmmm I just stressed up.

I have difficulties in sleeping,
I dont seem to recover from my flu/sore throat,
I just cant stop eating,
even if I fall asleep, I keep having nightmares.

Oh god, save me!

Currently feeling: stressed
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August 13th, 2009

wake up

No matter how deep you're in your lalaland, one day, you'll still gotta wake up and realise, "Hey, you needa face everything alone. He's not gna always be with you."

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